But then I woke up and I stopped reliving the moments of false happiness and reality came crashing down. It was two in the afternoon. My father should have come by now.
"Hey? Are you still at work?"
"Um no I'm not coming anymore."
"Um, okay. What do I tell the girls? Liz lost her tooth and she was looking forward to this weekend. You promised her you'd get her that book, remember?"
"I never promissed that and I have a huge headache I have to go bye."
"Nice real nice dad just get drunk the night before you're supposed to be a good father figure.
Real fucking mature."
No one really understands how irresponsible adults can be unless they've dealt with religious, alcoholic, drug-addict, or depressed parents. Luckily for me, my dad is all of the above. I don't know what happened. He hasn't always been this way.. And as cliche as it seems, I'll never admit this to my mom, but I've always figured it was my fault. My dad and I used to be really close. I was there for him and he was always there for me. He supported me and then I started changing. I was talking back and being disrespectful. I stopped doing the little things that made him happy. The small things like picking up after him, taking him a blanket and coffee after so late. Saying please and thank you. Calling him daddy. I changed him. I figured that it was just time to grow up and to change but it wasn't. He wasn't ready for it and he had a negative response to it all. The first day I got mad at him was the first day he didn't come home at night. The next day he arrived in a cops car. That was the beginning to a beautiful friendship with that car. I'm sure he's spent more nights in the back of a cops car then in a house. Because of me.