dear j,
im sorry you feel that way about me. im sorry i allowed my insecurities to destroy me, but all i want now is to forget about us. i want us to just be friends and i want to be there for you. i really do, and im here for you when its two-thirty in the morning and youre allowing the darkness to consume you. i will be here when all hope is lost and im the last person you want to think of because you dont want the hatred to consume you. i said i would always be here for you, and i will be. i want you to be happy with whomever makes you happy, whether it be her or anyone else. i dont care. i just want you to be happy and i want to be your friend.
